LIFE AT CROSSROADS

It is now into my third hour of the six hours duration dialysis that I have to undergo today.

This has got me thinking of the cross roads in life as I ponder on what will happen to the remaining of my life.

While I will be eternally grateful for the support given by many to help fund my medical bills, I have to make a judgement call now.

I have returned  two persons funds they handed to me to help me for dialysis.

And I have informed the NSHA and the group of the ex-players of my decision to return the money they handed over.

There also some individuals that helped and over the next week I hope to have returned all the money.

The funds collected were kept to enable me to undergo a kidney transplant but circumstances have now made it a question of getting my priorities right.

From what I hear through the grapevine is that Two individuals want to initiate legal action against me, and I welcome it with open arms.

This has made me forgo a possible kidney transplant and return the money, lest i later be accused  of using public money to defend myself.

Whatever money I have has to be prioritised to Ensure the needs of my Father are looked at should God decides it's time for me to go,

I will leave no stone unturned in my quest to clear my name.

Many so called friends have ditched me and I could not care less.

We are often used by others as stepping stones for their personal development.

Over the  33 years of my involvement  in Hockey, I  am only now realising that there are many Judas, .

Despite undergoing dialysis for the last 8 months, Hockey is still my passion, as it's no longer in my blood but in my bones.

Silence me here and I promise to come back and haunt you in after life.